Angel walked away

Angel who left us

I miss you every day

Longing for your presence,

for the past 9 years

You said you would surprise my mom

But you surprised all by leaving us

If God wanted an angel why you?

I need you by my side 

We would be the winning team

Why is it all this way

"Ananya" is my name

But not being called by you

Is the death I wished for when I was 10

People take one glance at me and say

I am heartless

Maybe I am

I am sinister who is living solemnly in a human body

12 am I rumble to myself 

What's all this?

The one I love is far away

Half of my family is in the sky

And what am I doing on this damn earth

I never thought I would be jealous of 5-year-old me

you gave me a crown 

I gave you nothing

why can't this be a movie

screamed to myself to be with you now

to be my guiding star, is it easy?

My Angel I love someone

I don't understand how it works 

Her presence next to me 

is what I am longing now

Big windows caged 

with vehicles blowing up

Oh, how I would feel butterflies

When I am next to her, now 

Maybe I am haunting her like 

When you don't need someone

Why a fish bowl and a fish

When my thoughts need a ocean

"Is it all real?" I asked her

She said "yes"

I popped out a ring 

She asked me

"Do you think it's real?"

I whispered "yes" out of  fear of rejection 

She pressed her lips to mine

And she said "you are mine."

Oh,my angel

Now I have got a lover.