NOTHING

 nothing,

hides everything

emotions locked or void

ideal dreams and life to look at

with a can of beer, being nothing.

self esteem with a bag of chips

nowhere to be found

how to say ''NO''

mind is dense with nothing

lost in the thoughts.

will i survive?

heart beating 'I Love You and I Hate you 

how vague to live

fancy a meal

or stranded with living the same life

for times I haven't count.

prisoned my thoughts , as time

actions like i have seen before

not feeling guilt for who i am

not wanting to apologize is how i feel

my mouth blurted out ''SORRY''

like it was wound in my skin.

bottled can or spilt milk.

felt you close 

when you said ''i dont feel the same''

couldn't take the scars you gave

left you there

since then i am nothing