turning 18

 They say you are not a Teenager anymore you are an adult who has responsibilities...

And you say to you "I am gonna party and have fun till my retirement like it's my 1st birthday"
But then you remember you are a bead in a bottle with 5 more....all you have is your parents and your brother and the two childhood best friends who come and go like the sun....at one point you realize they are the biggest gem in your life...
You get tensed before you turn 18 a month ago but at the same time, you feel like a prisoner getting out...
They say it's gonna be a new chapter but all you want to do is move to the next part of the book....and shift it all...