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I have said million times to myself that I am going to change

I end up doing it again

I don't want to explain all my mistakes cause it won't make any sense.

Sometimes things happen the way I feel

sometimes it doesn't

I don't know who I am yet

I am just confused

Sometimes I think I am in a hell loop

Sometimes it feels like I am not living in a real-world 

The last time I saw you I was nervous

I don't have any explanation for that

I am not brave enough to say what I feel