gag

  trying to figure out the door I want to open

snakes and thorns or snow and sunlight

I am blank for something invalid

people think I am a maniac

not ready for any approval

these are glass doors so you can visualize anything you want

Occasionally the way people judge you Hurts your vibe

I don't want to expect you to be me,   

people think of me as an individual who is gambling time away

self-loathing is like trying to hold ice cubes

It's like debilitating yourself without any poison or weapon,

you are dead.