You are just a nightmare

everytime I see you , 

you are someone new ......

You say I am the most important person 

in your life .....

your vibe doesn't match what you say....

People's vibes makes me react....

Sometimes my vibe is something 

I want more than anything but once I see you....

I get lost in a Bermuda triangle....

atleast that's what I think 

or maybe it is just an escape room 

or maybe even a pothole....

What am I thinking....

I know you are just a heater in a desert....

I get lost in my thoughts and words when I see you...

How did I manage to be with you for 4 to5 years....