Me

  I was never in a fight,

I imagined I was in one. 

I manipulated myself without me knowing.

I don't know how stupid I am on a scale of 0 - 10. 

I was acting like I'm all grown up, not yet.

I used to think that I was fighting without a weapon, 

The twist here is I was not fighting

I was learning.

I like to put myself in a difficult position

I have no idea why but it gives me  glee

I am not whom anyone sees me as.

I imagine everything happens to me before it happens 

I am not blaming it cause I liked it.

then at a certain point, I started doing it in a wrong way

 I became loafing and an outstanding  procrastinator 

I don't know what I want or need, but I know I can learn it.

I can take responsibility for my action one by one.